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[Nov. 18th, 2009|09:33 am] |
I have a love/hate relationship with this school and where I'm at. Sometimes (like right now) I really regret moving so far away from home to a middle of nowhere place where I don't have my best friends with me by my side.
UWF isn't a terrible school or anything, I do like it but it's just that I hate my way of life here. I'm constantly having problems with my roommate, I'm always stuck on campus since I don't have a car, all there seems to do here is go to boring frat parties on the weekends which I am so over, and... yea just hating life in general most of the time. I think if I had a car though it would solve a lot of my issues with me being bored and sad stuck in my dorm room. Even if it means going places alone since I don't have a lot people here to hang out with, I would at least be a bit happier. Like even the simple things that I used to do back home like being a nerd and going to Barnes & Noble on a Friday night just to browse books I miss doing a lot. It's just so sad and frustrating the way things are for me here. I wish I had more friends to hang out with, I wish my best friends were closer to me, I wish I was happier, I wish I knew what I was getting into when I chose to go so fucking far away from home.
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|07:44 pm] |
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being here in Pensacola makes me sad :( |
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